Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Random Thoughts Tuesday

Lately, I have been plagued with a fear.   A fear many women entering their thirties have at some point.  The fear of infertility.

Why you may ask?  Maybe it is the fact I recently turned thirty and I know that as women reach their thirties, we have an increased risk of infertility.  Maybe it is because I desperately want to be a mom one day and want to give my husband the gift of fatherhood and I would be devastated to have that opportunity taken away.   Maybe it is because one of my closest friends recently went through her own personal battle through infertility so it has been on my mind a lot lately.  Regardless of the reason, I should not be allowing the spirit of fear to come into my mind however I am a thirty year old women.  A woman who is real.  A woman who is human. 

As a Christian, I truly believe I should fear no evil so I am almost embarrassed to admit that my mind has been consumed lately with this fear especially considering the hubby and I are not actively trying to conceive at the moment so the fear is certainly unwarranted. Ultimately, I have faith and I believe that I have nothing to fear as far as infertility or anything else is concerned.  When the time comes for my husband and I to start our family, we will be blessed to do so because God knows our hearts and spirit.  Those are the thoughts I have to let consume my brain as I have to believe and not fear.

What is your greatest fear? 

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